I am tremendously consistent, you know? Interestingly so, since my actions and choices often seem random, haphazard, contradictory. And yet they take me exactly where I want to go.
Where is that? I don’t know.
I can see this clearly looking back, and I can feel it clearly right at this moment: there IS something that feels like purpose. There is something that I am … not “guided by” exactly, not “following,” but rather consistently creating.
What is that? I don’t know.
But it is, I can clearly see it — it is. There is a purpose and a goal in my life. I am creating it as I go. Step by step, day by day I am creating my purpose. And yes, of course I wish I could look ahead and see where I will be at the end of this journey but the truth is that I can’t.
I can’t see the end because I haven’t created it yet.
