It is so very important to me, you see, that I am seen outside as I am inside. It is so very important that who I am and how I appear matches.
I am a hard, judgmental bitch. I am. I react with anger to pretty much anything that is uncomfortable. I am proud, arrogant and righteous as all hell, and I need to know that. It is very important to me that I know that because once I do — this is simply what I am.
There is no need for guilt here, nothing is being blamed. There is no need for defence either — imagine that!
Imagine never having to be defensive because when someone says: “you are such a bitch” you can simply say: yes, yes I am. When you can own it as easily and comfortably as your gentle, compassionate and loving qualities, well — what a weight that is off your shoulders, isn’t it?
No more need to hide, no need to pretend, no need to take offense, no need to defend, no need for indignation, no need for a fight.
How much space, how much energy get’s released, what a relief it is — just imagine — when you can simply be you, in all aspects of you.
Comfortably.
